Cover Art: Jericho
Brown’s The New Testament
On Choosing Who
Will Be Front Page News
These are my friends
See how they glisten
See this one shine
How he smiles
In the light
My friend!
My faithful friend!
See how they glisten
See this one shine
How he smiles
In the light
My friend!
My faithful friend!
Stephen
Sondheim
Let’s cover it yes and some will say
ok with what and still others will say
what would you do how far
would you go (go and do
they’d
say that and they’d add go
even
though it wasn’t going
anywhere) a thing
like that a man two men one
sitting one standing one with a straight
razor one with a throat exposed for
a shave and it starts out meek
not struggling like any fragility really
and then just released down into
the nest a shell of a thing a blob
of a thing that has simply
from our perspective
nothing of the God
nothing of the image
nothing but sack and albumen
and its complete and utter vulnerability
that’s it that’s what its got
and there’s some as would lie
down and heat and heat and heat
until the egg is a being and then
there’s some that would eat
and eat and eat until that being
is free from being
a being. There’s
always the place
you come to that remains gated
and there’s no gong on together
unless there’s the moment of one hand
going out to the other hand and it’s open
and it says let’s go let’s go
together and the gate waits to be
pushed or pulled depending on
the direction maybe and you reader you have
to decide for yourself who you are
(and you’ll be both I assure you)
at the moment: the goer or the comer
and it’s not for life it’s just this one
time, and the hand that’s been taken
out of it’s pocket for you is still
in the middle of the air and what pray
are you going to decide? Did
the models who sat for Leon
Bonnat’s Le Barbier negre a Suez
get to choose who would sit
and who would wield
the razor? Maybe
the first thing you’re supposed to
see is the vulnerability of the throat
and then the half-closed eyes of the man
taking the shave, it’s his whole body
we see, he’s sitting on the floor
his knees make the bowl of a boat
from bow to stern and the barber
is his sail and he is faceless
and his left hand is drawing
the taught cheek
skin taut along the edge
of the eye the tip of the ear the temple
he covers all those weak spots with
the ease of vulnerability taken
charge of but doesn’t keep
watch on. It’s almost
as though
the other objects in the room—a lamp, brass
maybe on the wall and a tallish
woven basket for towels and a smoky
brazier and a matt aside from
the men it’s the matt I see and maybe
at the appointed times it’s got to be
knees and lips and forehead—
are there to make you less
(less shy) or more (more brave)
because the men are beautiful they are
doing the job of taking and of getting
of coming in rough and then
having it all cut away with a
straight razor—its loving—it’s the most
intimate kind
of loving because just there just
in the light is that jugular and one move-
ment away and a less confident
barber would slip
—but see—and I ask
is the expression in the face the one being
shaved is that was is
unplumbable or is it
trust or could be drugged but no
he’d be flat on the matt here he holds
his feet and adjusts the sail
of his knees
and each…well maybe this is where
the story has it’s pause
its inlet anchor takes
its leave before going back
out into the sun
clean
but don’t forget the hand it’s there
in the air still
it’s asking will you
take it before it goes back into the holster
of its pocket still loaded or will you
tilt your head to one side
when the bird begins
to sing the one that was an egg
or made an egg
moments or months or years ago
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