where a tale begins
and where it ends
matters. Who tells
the story and why. . .
that makes
a difference.
Epitaph
Mary Doria Russell
In January the
one rooster is late
to begin
the day, late
to wait at the door
and make his comb
flop and shake
over his face
and the cold
going out over
his whole brood
ruffed up
along the old stall
walls, unmoving,
almost unmovable
hens. Once there was
a cow and her son
and they both stood
walled off, balling,
each on the wean.
Now a dry, froze over
mound of chicken
shit and summer
saw-dust and the old
trough where
my father pours
steaming laying mash
he’s stirred with
an old lath broke off from
the wall in the second shed,
where the plaster’s
cracked and crumbling
anyway, where if I look at it
at the right angle
it resembles that set
of broken off teeth
in the head of the same
calf, a skull I found last
summer up on the old
woods road. The lath
makes up for the lack
of some other stick
and he makes do: it
comes in just to the top
of the five gallon bucket
and he draws from
the bottom what’s dry into
the middle. After his deep walk
the bottom what’s dry into
the middle. After his deep walk
out in the new snow,
his open coat I won’t
be a minute
when she asks
accusing him of the cold
but the chickens don’t
know, and with the arrival
of the mash
they stretch
of the mash
they stretch
and flap their wings
their rooster cops
his walk between boot-
prints and snow, following
them. But only
to the threshold. To
where the dirt ends.
To where the snow (it
was shoveled just
enough to get the swinging-
out door open)
begins. The old barn
holds to its own. Opens
to anything, closes to
anything. Wind. Rooster.
Hen. Mother and son.
Leading them in. Leading
them out. One at a time,
or two, depending on
the threshold, the man,
the bucket of steaming
mash, the winter falling
early yet in the season
early yet in the cold,
and what bawls will bawl
softly, like a hinge on a door
closing against the snow.
holds to its own. Opens
to anything, closes to
anything. Wind. Rooster.
Hen. Mother and son.
Leading them in. Leading
them out. One at a time,
or two, depending on
the threshold, the man,
the bucket of steaming
mash, the winter falling
early yet in the season
early yet in the cold,
and what bawls will bawl
softly, like a hinge on a door
closing against the snow.
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