Tuesday, May 28, 2019

Last Unfinished Poem of the Year

Mending Wall
Set by Robert Frost
Derry, New Hampshire


Last Unfinished Poem of the Year
Under Some Tufts, the Substance of the Wall


…And the stone,
Reaching to touch  your hand, found you real
and warm, and lucent, like that earlier one.
And maybe a ghost, trying to hear your words,
Peered from the broken mullions
And was stilled.
                                                Wuthering Heights
                                                Ted Hughes

Maybe that’s what a stone wants of us after all, to
reach up to us like a mother or a lover and touch us
with as much love as it can muster, but because it is
stone it can only ever be a grievance or injury

or piece of wall, and gate-keepers all it suffers its gone-
solid silence .  Once, in the belly of the world, it was,
they were, liquid, inside it all, chuffed from molten
bone to molten bone and into the mouth and cheek

and laid bare there waiting against complacency.
In a dream they knew what they would be-
come: after the back-turning rejection of the hard
glittering lard, men would spend their entire

fortunes digging out to bruise and melt, to lighten
up the world to cough and die in when the smoke took
hold, as inevitably it will, to lift, the first Lazarus.  Listen:
how hot does it have to be to melt a rock, just any rock (ok,

yes, malleability varies by degrees, but…) see: some
never suffer themselves to come to liquid and they’ll go straight by
the way to ash…what had it, charged as it were to be,
and then, like all those other gods, gone off

to want, to eye blink agog at the first dawn of her,
waiting to be made into, what, a cloud?  Her you say?  Her?
Earth?  All of her now suffered under the palm
of someone’s hand?  Come to this: when Sylvia

set her hand down on the rock walls all three Bronte
women immortalized all that time ago high up the shires
in their York and Devon, there was a wind a bare bald
wind blown over the moors, and she was enough of a ghost

to know women like her would arrive to make the world
shake and tremble and rake the earth into veil
and velvet and scrape the glacial peak, reach to
the top of the heap, and have to rave and be brave enough

to never touch, cheek or teeth, even (and I’ve known
this, I’ve done this with stone against my own flesh
and bone) when against the heated meat, soft and sucked,
there’s some heat, some, if small enough itself,

to be (heaven is where we begin the believers tell me)
aren’t you with me in this, brought in out of the cold
and nursed back, blood wave after blood wave, to receiving
over our heads, under our feet, kin.  Simply kin.


High Point in Fog
West Quoddy Head














Saturday, May 18, 2019

The Origin of the World





The Origin of the World
after Courbet’s L’origine du mond

You’ve never
done something so simple, so obvious,

                                                                Philip Levine
                                                                “What Works”

the beauty is that it is
supposed supposed! to be
burned.  imagine a lodge pole

pine cone so tight only fire
will try the edges will pry
with the opposites of ice

(and by now the hem end’s
down by now there’s fray
and chafing)

but a pry like I’ve
never seen -- a fire so alive
it is more

than eyes it is more
than tongue though
you’re right yes it starts

there as a curl a shy first
turn of the dervish before God
takes hold and blows

and blows and settles curl
deep into the canopy
to wake the future to make

the future drop
to the mesa’s table to the waist
to the skirts (they’re open!

don’t be scandalized!) we’ve
all seen L’Origine
du mond or at least heard

the news dresses
to be spread so the cracking
letting loose

can be done with a sigh only
the desperately pent up
could recognize come alive

fall into the dying
roots of the pine and like
the smile I mean really

like the smile of the parting
pond taking the rock after it
has gone through

with almost no hoorah
cutting the water
in a throaty cheeks drawn

breath drawn cshhug!
the ripples drenched in
cinders drenched red wet

Friday, May 10, 2019

Low Tide


sunrise
mulholland light



Low Tide



On Winslow Homer’s Fisher Girl, 1894





Watching her watching, doesn’t she seem to see more than the sea,

Casting off beneath the fog where all the underwater aliveness goes  

About on it's own living without needing her  –  doesn’t it really seem



Like this?  And too, what mother’s do, who bring in their daughters

And sons back from the rocks before the clouds really settle in

For good, before the rain that’s being forecast in the gray that's



Being leeched from tiny tide pools teeming with new minnows

And some, bless her, blood of the middle daughter’s thumb

Where the crab pinched and drew?  I could look at Winslow Homer’s



Fisher Girl for the rest of my life and want her to be my mother.

Steady nets and shells, a good set of reliable floats.  She’s watching.

She’s letting go, sure, but she’s watching.  And she'll expect me



To come back to shore, she'll want me to.  And with a mother

Like her, I’d want to do just that.  After the storm passes.  After

The kelp beds settle, and the algae, and there’s a momentary calm.

Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Sorting Shells on Sanibel

leisure:
basking in mist in front of the Trescott smokeshed...



Sorting Shells on Sanibel
for Elizabeth L.


Once, sorting
shells on Sanibel Island, my friend

directed me to what she had kept: bushels and bushels
of lightning

whelks and rooster conchs, all
of what she'd plucked from the warm water

following the hurricanes.  She tasked me:  I was used
to the dried brine by then:

pickled- a poor man’s
escargot
the muscle of  
the salted dead.

And that one day I remember tipping
one basket over and as soon

as they spilled
over the sunhot, frayed blue tarp,

the roaches                 rushed             and rushed                  and rushed

they

rushed
rushed and rushed. 

As quick as that, lizards
flew! (I’m from Maine, and we just don’t see this!)

So! Yes,
And so invisible, watching me, waiting on

me, from the palmetto palms they feasted!
and seemed to swoop,
to swarm, to scoop them up.

And that was that.  My goodness,
all those suddenly gone lozenges,

those "hermit" roaches loosing
their second carapaces.  It was incredible. 

Thursday, May 2, 2019

seeing





Seeing

This is the sea, then, this great abeyance.
How the sun’s poultice draws on my inflammation.

                                                                Berk-Plage
                                                                Sylvia Plath

Have you ever forgot to blink?
For the stretched extensions
your eyes see out, all the while
drying quietly, while stem-

cell visor/wipers are
narrating lies under the lid,
while they swipe over the ball.
And all is falling

to dust.  The salt and parched
iris are changing to
crust underneath
the almost all-seeing.  So

it’s down to this: the little red
veins have been given
their resurrection: they
alone make the break

and take off across
the scrubbed sclera,
blunted by the iris, shy
of the deep hole

of the pupil, the body’s
first crevasse.  At least
I’ve heard it said that
light comes in and is

sucked down, is gulped,
thirsted for, so the blur
is the straight up choke
of it, the ‘go

slow companion, go
slow’ press of the hand
on the wrist, giving
ease, giving permission 

though for what
varies from eye to eye
throat hole to throat
hole, closing (though

let me tell you
it’s never enough,
the thirst itself is the verge)
and blinking

has become
a step made heavier
and heavier, made
delinquent, a risk, tearing

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

If the Wolf If the Gunman




If the Wolf  If the Gunman

He lay down.
His machinery adjusted itself
And his blood escaped, without loyalty.

                                                                Orf
                                                                Ted Hughes

Because reasons are sometimes given
first and not last, the judgement
comes when you step in late
when the dressing’s already stuck

to the cut, and the blood’s slowed
in agreement to everything, finally,
given to save this time a limb, or let,
finally, a tired, broken life.  I’ve seen

you go into a blind hysteric, convert
the alchemical calm of the room into
lead, so the sick have to give over
to you.  It needn’t have been blown so.

Like coming up on the remains
of the lamb he had to shoot, it
being too consumed with disease
to save.  It was the peaceful

thing to do.  The right thing to do.
But you, all you see is the downed
and the dead.  Did you come running
after the shot spread out its signature

pop, higher than deeper than
the lamb you were content until then
to snub?  How many months
did the poor thing bleed

while you skipped by, alive?  Never
once did you tend the mouth
or hoof, never once did you
listen to the cough and the closing

throat.  Who are you
I want to know, standing now over
this corpse and going into your own
flesh of milk?  I want to scoop the free
  
creature up and hold it away
from you so that its last dignities
aren’t stolen in your Christless
wailing.  I want it to take to its own

heaven, to carry its own soul
back into the fold and curl
into the hip of the ewe who
delivered it, who knew it before

you came along, before you
stepped into the rain intending
to save you say, save something
of yourself more, never ever

looking, I was there.  I know. 
And the weight of the gun
was like the weight of his gun.
On me.  In me.  Even after

I set it down between you
and me and the creature, bleeding
but free.