Finding it
I imagine it to have
I imagine it to have
fallen or been felled
out or from the car
window
a window half way
up or down depending
on who you are
and the child
and her horse were
and her horse were
galloping next to the
edge
of a fence on the edge
of a ledge on the edge
of the rounded
glass and took
glass and took
the turn too tight
and spilled and
spilled
and spilled first
slipping dumbly past
the thumb that held the flanks
or the bum depending
on who you are
on who you are
the wind is what they
both
loved the most
how when the car was
going full speed
there
was something soft
to push into and
they’d
both agreed the girl
and her horse
that the haunch
was the most secure
place to ride
a thumb
on one side a finger
on the other it was
the only thing
she ever did right-
handed her brother
sat on the driver’s
side
and he played
a different game
and it required batteries
and made him distant
and frustrated but
today
something startled
her
and she let go
she fell
off she was caught
completely
off guard—
rain in her
face
a splinter of wind
face
a splinter of wind
and rain and one
split
of thunder
came from the mouth
and hips
she did her best
not to think
she did her best
not to think
of the babysitter
and then what was left
afterwards
afterwards
of the blast of rain
and wind and
lightning
sizzling up while
they blazed through
and took the corner
too tight and she was
sliding and her brother
cried and by the time
he was dry eyed she
recognized her hand
was bare from here
on out and it was
gone and in her crotch
was cotton
what mopped up
sorrow and she soaked
it and fogged up
the glass
of the rolled up
window
and wrote a name
though no one knew
what it was and she
asked
for the window to be
closed
from then on and the
huff
of her breath on a
sunny day
could still be
visible especially when
the sun dosed behind
the car roof
the car roof
and made her briefly
and momentarily
and mane-ly
free in the dark.
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