Mending Wall Set by Robert Frost Derry, New Hampshire |
Last Unfinished Poem of the Year
Under Some Tufts, the Substance of the Wall
…And the stone,
Reaching to touch your hand, found you real
and warm, and lucent, like that earlier one.
And maybe a ghost, trying to hear your words,
Peered from the broken mullions
And was stilled.
Wuthering Heights
Ted Hughes
Maybe that’s what a stone wants of us after all, to
reach up to us like a mother or a lover and touch us
with as much love as it can muster, but because it is
stone it can only ever be a grievance or injury
or piece of wall, and gate-keepers all it suffers its gone-
solid silence . Once, in the belly of the world, it was,
they were, liquid, inside it all, chuffed from molten
bone to molten bone and into the mouth and cheek
and laid bare there waiting against complacency.
In a dream they knew what they would be-
come: after the back-turning rejection of the hard
glittering lard, men would spend their entire
fortunes digging out to bruise and melt, to lighten
up the world to cough and die in when the smoke took
hold, as inevitably it will, to lift, the first Lazarus. Listen:
how hot does it have to be to melt a rock, just any rock (ok,
yes, malleability varies by degrees, but…) see: some
never suffer themselves to come to liquid and they’ll go straight by
how hot does it have to be to melt a rock, just any rock (ok,
yes, malleability varies by degrees, but…) see: some
never suffer themselves to come to liquid and they’ll go straight by
the way to ash…what had it, charged as it were to be,
and then, like all those other gods, gone off
to want, to eye blink agog at the first dawn of her,
waiting to be made into, what, a cloud? Her you say? Her?
Earth? All of her now suffered under the palm
of someone’s hand? Come to this: when Sylvia
set her hand down on the rock walls all three Bronte
women immortalized all that time ago high up the shires
in their York and Devon, there was a wind a bare bald
wind blown over the moors, and she was enough of a ghost
wind blown over the moors, and she was enough of a ghost
to know women like her would arrive to make the world
shake and tremble and rake the earth into veil
and velvet and scrape the glacial peak, reach to
the top of the heap, and have to rave and be brave enough
to never touch, cheek or teeth, even (and I’ve known
this, I’ve done this with stone against my own flesh
and bone) when against the heated meat, soft and sucked,
there’s some heat, some, if small enough itself,
to be (heaven is where we begin the believers tell me)
aren’t you with me in this, brought in out of the cold
and nursed back, blood wave after blood wave, to receiving
over our heads, under our feet, kin. Simply kin.
High Point in Fog West Quoddy Head |
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