this insisting stare--
how it sifts through
the air and sits
simply sits
on the gunwale
of my lower eye-
lid in tremble, in,
(the sun is so
enormous!)
frisson.
this insisting stare--
how it sifts through
the air and sits
simply sits
on the gunwale
of my lower eye-
lid in tremble, in,
(the sun is so
enormous!)
frisson.
Nebula
Someone has stepped on the fallen
wild grape. There’s something
in the split skin that is
a shucked almost sucked from its shell
a neck and belly of a clam, a
jelly in a quiver
of wind. While it is
simply
a wild grape, riding all these months
on the rising vines of our brief season
I can’t resist making
the resemblance connect.
I’ve seen the wide
exposure of low tide and have
pressed my boot
to the breathing holes in the sand.
It told to me somewhere close and below,
a hinged shell was the twin shield
that held the sea-made
testicle. It’s
amazing that such mirrors
are dug for in the drizzle or fog or
sunburning sun. That
the faces we wait
ages to see & claim & then press
our lips & teeth into
are breathing things really, beneath
a pressure we can only
slice our knives into, divide, weigh
the measure of & split it wide into the sky-provided
light.
A bivalve. A wild
grape. An eye. A mouth
that takes each to the tongue
in is raw liquor & tastes
the reckoning
ecstasy of life shaking, shaking.
These Peonies
Campobello, New Brunswick June 15, 2024
The heads of the peonies are still
and stiff, an intentional fist. And they drip
with what remains of the rain.
If I went out
alone and leaned in seeking to
see I’d see what isn’t seeable wouldn’t I.
Wouldn’t I? Watch for
me because
my back is facing the bay: the fog is
lifting and being blown into the distant
cove and back out again.
It comes to rest
on the shoulders of the old homes sloping
alone in their timber bones with nobody
(though coons count, right? or birds in her
rafters, yeah?) proposing ‘hello’. Still, inside
this living house a woman sleeps, at last, and maybe
deeply. Her numerous peonies, yet shut, slow-
sway, and wait on the whim of the wind.
It’s enough for the drop of water to want
its spot & to squat on the furled edge
of the petal. I watch it ripple, and twitch, still
balanced on the ball.
I watch it quicken
in the rhythm of the pick-up truck rumbling
past. I am, yearning
in a way the patient
yearn, not surprised by the thin river
of air that moves up from my chin
to my eye in this one drop of water where
I watch my momentarily bloated
face. It is as if
this simple drop
is watching me watch it from the surface.
Inviolate yet while shaking, this little ripple
on a gripped fist lets me, held breath held,
beckon nothing but the broad black ant
called upon, the wives say, by nothing more
than the pleasure of the pleasing water dredged
from her stalk to bead sweet on the hem
of that yet peeled-back blossom, how it is
nectar and something entirely more than
nectar, rising from the dark of a place
we could only ever be if our sole intention
were flourishing the flourishing of these
peonies.